>>43605921Love!!! I watched a bunch of his vods today. That helped soothe the pain a lil bit. It still stings a lot but I hope we'll feel after this week cause aha everything reminds me of him now.
I dont have it in me to listen to uki' orisong for noctyx. I know its gonna have mentions of him in subtle ways and everyone's gonna praise Uki for it and all that but I'll never stop feeling horrible about how we couldn't get to see what Yugo had planned for this anniversary and it's just..not helping. 