>>76930838Thanks, I just wanted to leave the house and feel normal for a couple of hours with the one friend I still have left. This is how I ended her here guys... I used to be half normal now I'm so fucked up I stopped watching my oshi because I've become such a mess I'm embarrassed. Shit just get worse man and nothing gets better and I'm probably not even in the top 5 in this thread for people going through shit... I appreciate it though man you're comment helped a lot.