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i think being in love with her is whatever as long as you're self aware about it and not in some codependent pit. not like i chose it, not like its done anything but inspire me to improve myself. although those couple of days where i had to sort out what the heck i was feeling was weird, because its insane to consider yourself a mentally well adjusted person and then realize some internet person is making you feel this way.
i already knew a chunk about parasocial relationships and understanding what you're feeling and why you feel this way definitely helps a lot.
its not affecting my mental health negatively in any way, im not doing anything obsessive or weird, so yea, just carrying it with me and going on living life. disconnecting and stopping listening to music i love and streams i enjoy a lot seems like itd just make my life worse, on balance.
ultimately we all know its not actually love anyway, its childish infatuation. just gotta stay chill
