>>98743978HRT doesn't undo male development. Female development begins in the womb and most of the work is done through childhood. Taking it as an adult does not transform your body and make it more feminine. Your bones and muscles will stay exactly as they are, and at best some more fat will be placed on your chest and belly and make you look like Shrek. But actually, it's worse than that since your body uses testosterone to maintain your bones and muscles and you will gradually lose your testicles and become a eunuch. This means your bones will get weak and become porous, and you will develop a hunchback.
You will look exactly like you do now, but fatter and with a hunchback. As well as a series of other health issues, no neurological changes except a loss of sexual function and reduction in IQ. If you don't like your body and mind now, you'll only become your worst self and the damage isn't repairable. You might think the loss of sexual function is a good thing, but you'll still be a coomer, just unable to get hard or enjoy anything, which leads many of them to become sex pests and sadists in order to get some ass-backwards one-sided satisfaction.
You will be instantly repulsive to everyone around you in basically every conceivable way. "Femboy" attractiveness is just youth, something you may have had when you were 14 and just starting to notice other people's bodies, but you have already lost it and will never have it again. Everyone you've seen pretending they got feminized is just lying to trick you into joining them in misery, because it's the only form of gratification they can still feel. Even the minimal stuff like voice changes are fakes, they have to take years of vocal therapy and still have to actively force it when they speak.
Even after repeated expensive surgeries (which you can't afford), they still don't pass. Absolutely do not attempt this, it is a made-up roleplay that can't exist in our reality, and all of the participants you see are mean and miserable for a good fucking reason. It's a cult, a form of faith where you take poison and try to convince the others it's working, and you already have no fucking friends or social skills so you won't even get that out of it.i think lumi is really cute and stuff
