>>74582026you're kind of missing the point. she can't handle her community. that's not something new, and it's not part of her cycle. seriously, will you just blame everything that happens from here on out on her mental illness? already during the subathon she literally broke down in tears because she couldn't recognize almost the names in her chat anymore. do you think it has gotten better or worse since? she used to live for the community interaction as much as we did. she has no social life outside of streaming. her small close knit community was her only way of socializing. being pushed into a corner can really fuck you up, especially if you're already weak mentally. that's why i'm saying that i'm wondering if the break is partly because she hopes the community will just settle into a new configuration on its own, essentially acting as a filtering for the less dedicated. for the redebut stuff i wasn't referring to the retarded corpo rrats, i was referring, again, to the fact that she can't handle her community and redebuting AS AN INDIE would allow her to have a small close knit community again.
