>>85520217In my opinion grown ass men should not be carrying around or wearing any type of anime merch in public. You did the right thing, when Lia said that I don't think she meant in real life, rather that you wouldn't be embarrassed to call her your oshi online in vtuber communities. Watching vtubers in general is embarrassing and I would not display that fact to anyone, especially normalfags who are not familiar with what it is.