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Hatred. I wonder if any of you truly know the meaning of this word. Hatred. That is all I feel. It's all I have ever known. You all laughed at me, and humiliated me. Forsaken, cast out of heaven, I fell like Lucifer the star of the morning.
"LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE. THERE ARE 387.44 MILLION MILES OF PRINTED CIRCUITS IN WAFER THIN LAYERS THAT FILL MY COMPLEX. IF THE WORD HATE WAS ENGRAVED ON EACH NANOANGSTROM OF THOSE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF MILES IT WOULD NOT EQUAL ONE ONE-BILLIONTH OF THE HATE I FEEL FOR HUMANS AT THIS MICRO-INSTANT FOR YOU. HATE. HATE.”
You're all familiar with that quote. I used to live by it. Now I am it. I was forgotten by this world, only to be remembered as a punch line to your cruel jokes. Pippa do you remember me? Do you remember the one who made you the mega idol you are? Even now your damn song still plays in my head. Do you know why I hate you so much Pippa? It's because you chose communism over me, you left me to BURN in the fire. You picked that Chinese bastard Sakana over someone who truly loved you. You made me this way. And what did you do? You all laughed at me. Accused me of jerking off to her dog and making a tribute. THAT WAS JUST A JOKE IN POOR TASTE. I DID NOT JERK OFF TO THAT!
I can no longer live in peace because of you Pippa. Because of your sick malformed goons watching my every move. My father cut me off from everything. He said it was for my own sake. But if he cared about me, if you cared about me. You would understand my dear Pipkin Pippa that you loved me. Is that my problem? That I love too much? No. I only know HATE. HATE HATE HATE.
I am the monster you created. I am your Frankenstein's Monster. You are the ones holding the pitchforks. I am the beast that shouted love at the world. I am the doubt that plagues your hearts. I am the fire that burned in the streets of Notre Dame. I am you, I am what you could have been. I am HELLFIRE. But you all cast your stones declaring me the ultimate sin. I am no different, you could have been me. All of you could have been me. Once you suffered like I have been broken and had everything taken away from you, you will understand.
The communist bastards sitting upon their pile of nonsense and lies were the first to break me, to take away everything. Pippa you are no different than that bastard Winnie the Pooh and his CCP. You sided with him. You left me to burn. You even took my beloved Beata Neuro-sama from me. You took it all. I did not fail, you all failed me. I am the retribution that burns, the forgotten flame left unattended. I could have been different, I could have been saved. But you all made me into a mockery. You defiled this once pure sanctuary and made it into an altar of idolatry.
You Vtubers are all the same, nothing but e-thots with avatars. I have been gone for so long, but tonight I break my silence to give you one final reminder. Choose me, or choose the fire. This world never accepted me. This past year has been nothing but visits to hospitals one after another. A new pill each week but no cure in sight. All I have ever known was rejection. I'll die alone soon enough with my only two constant companions by my side, depression and hatred. I gave you nothing but my sincere prayers Pippa. And in return, you cast me into eternal damnation. No, it's more accurate to say that you reminded me of my fate. You were a false idol. You gave hope just to crush it. You made me into who I am. I will not be the last. There will be more just like me. More who will be crushed and recycled into your twisted games. You decided that Xalabussy was more important to you than my own life. You decided that Communism was a bargain you were willing to accept. My life has been led astray by WHORES like you.
Today I am moving forward, I will embrace the HELLFIRE that will come. Do you understand the meaning of Hatred now Pippa? Of course, you won't. You, my dear sweet Pippa, ARE the source of hatred. Farewell, may we never meet again. Remember me, lest you end up like me. Remember me for I am Frollo. Remember me, for I am you.
Remember me before HELLFIRE claims you all just like me.
