>>56506398Assuming you’re a male anon, the reality is that you’re never going to feel like someone’s “first pick”. Guys don’t get showered in praise or compliments, and you aren’t going to get any kind of crazy, fanatic gachikoi until you get a bit more of a following, so you’re going to feel very underappreciated and unimportant for a while. That being said, if you have at least one regular, then that means you’re interesting! Anyone that is willing to come back to you has to find you interesting in some kind of way. Even if you’re the “backup option”, there’s nothing wrong with that, since it still means they’re picking you over a literal ocean’s worth of Vtubers. Don’t doubt yourself, because it will start to carry into your streams and that “spark” you wish for will never happen. Something important to also remember is that a lot of the “spark” of these magnetic and charismatic streamers comes from the fact they have confidence while streaming, and never doubt themselves or the content they put out, or at least put up a strong enough facade to seemingly give off an aura of confidence. It’s obviously easier said then done, but just try your best to keep resolute in what you are doing, hold your head high and keep on keeping on, and you’ll start to gradually amass more followers.
>>56506265I think that’s an unhealthy way to approach things, but I can admire that strive for perfection. Recently I’ve been taking a look at my stuff and been trying to improve it too. It feels counter intuitive to blame problems on things out of my control when there are things I can see that could definitely be improved.
Good luck with your perfection anon, just try not to damage yourself mentally or emotionally in the process.