>>65537030Sometimes i fantasize about sending an anonymous message to my oshi about how disappointed i feel with her vtubing activities. I feel like its something i need to get off my chest. But then i imagine myself from her perspective and think to myself why would i do that to her. Why would i hurt her, even if its a honest opinion. Why would i treat her hobby like it's a job she needs to be great at. Maybe she is that important to me.. i don't know. But i know one thing, i will never be able to scratch this itch.