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iv been watching aster play apex forl like 4 hours now. i think i fell asleep for a bit sometime in the middle but now im fully energized to watch the rest but its like 2 am so it dont think thats a good thing. at the beginning of the stream he talked about how he felt boring because hes not good at being an entertainer and how he forced himself to talk a lot of the time when he didnt want to. he wants to do what he wants but is also a major numberfag and wants to step out of his comfort zone so he can be a better streamer and i believe him desu. but i kinda doubt it at the same time cause he said hes just going to stay silent when he games because its more comfortable for him. i feel kinda bad for him but im glad hes here because niji helped him out of a dark place and he helped me out of mine and forced me into an even darker one. i think i got a lil stockholm syndrome from watching him play apex cause i used to dread it but now i am entranced by his gameplay. i can see the anger in his eyes everytime he loses a match, he looks like a little angry bug and thas what i like the most from him. he kept losing and got mad at his chat for saying the same things to him over and over again and how he knew he was kinda ass at the game so i felt kind of bad. i wish him the best now and for his 12 hour apex stream on friday because despite me enjoying the gameplay idk if i can last that long
