So for the longest time I thought the people that said "this is so cute I will die" when talking about things were overexaggerating and just said it to be hyperbolic, that was until today. Before today I didn't pay much attention to nene and thought she was just an average vtuber that wasn't anything special, but then I got an eng sub clip of her in my recommendations and because I don't speak Japanese this is how I experience jp vtubers. I don't really care who I was watching and just clicked what looked interesting. So the video "SUPER NENECHI'S Amazingly cute English study stream" (
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTJ5z8P2DSc) came into my recommendations and liked when other girls studied English so thought this would be another funny video with them saying words wrong, but I couldn't be further from the truth. Almost as soon as the video started I felt something I've never felt before in my heart, It was a mix of pain, sadness and joy that I don't know how to describe. Never in my life have I seen someone or something so fucking cute it feels like I'm having a mini heart attack from how cute she is. I haven't even made it past the first 2 minutes since it physically hurts me watching this. I can't believe someone this cute can exist and I can finally say I understand what people mean when they talk about their waifus now
