>>61994717>leaving>implying it was ever a choiceLife, mortal terror, soul-rending horror, the complete obliteration of my purpose in life, and the absolute destruction of everything I held dear happened. I'm no longer qualified to be a shitposter, not right now, nor am I in a position to put laughtrack.mp3 on for hours on end. Even so, it was fun while it lasted. When I was wallowing in the pits of hopelessness and despair, purple woman was the one I wanted to watch again. I wanted to see this dorky...I'm still glad I got to check in on her streams and listen to her new song though. It was nice, a sort of bittersweet consolation courtesy of the relatable niji whose irreverent shenanigans I yearned for when times got tough. Love, whether it be for a Vtuber or anything else in this world, is something worth never letting go of.
Even if it's foolosh and silly, I'm still gonna try to chase this dragon until the day I can relax and fully enjoy a purple woman stream again. Being able to laugh along with a chuba you like...that's what tubing is all about.