>>12070359>Negatively positiveOkayu thinks people often mistake her lack of embarrassment as a sign of lots of self-confidence; on the contrary, Okayu feels that it's because she has almost no self-confidence that she can roll with the punches like that. Okayu thinks she's actually so negative that it gets mistaken for positivity. Okayu jokes that there's times where she wonders if it's some kind of cosmic mistake that she's even alive. That's too negative? It really is that kind of feeling that lets her do those kinds of things without any shame. This isn't supposed to be something for people to worry over though, she's being both serious and not serious at the same time. It's just supposed to be a funny talking point; sorry it became so dark.