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I feel I am beyond saving, there is almost nothing that gives me happiness now. Any and all hobbies I've tried end up with me quitting due to feeling like a failure. There is one last hobby that I am about to invest myself in but it is with great fear as there is nothing else to turn to that even remotely interests me. The only reason I havent an hero is my dad who is still alive. I do not wish for him to live through that but the day that he dies I will shortly follow. Im not looking for advice rather just maybe I'll feel better if I write it all down. Either way I wont talk about it anymore. Sorry if you read all that and dont forget to always talk to your loved ones
