>>11404351No one you fuckin loser. You pathetic goddamn idiot. I'm well loved by almost everyone, I have many real life friends and I broke up with a girl last year. Stop being a social outcast, mind over matter is real and you've convinced yourself that you're a retard and until you regain control of your own brain you will stay that way. To think self realization is the same as self actualization is to misunderstand the divide between consciousness and self regulation. You are nothing, worse than nothing you are an active lesser being. You believe that you understand your own predicament and yet you do nothing to be rid of the negatives. Knowing you have a problem is something a fucking brainless jellyfish can accomplish, it takes a higher order thought process to actively work towards solving it. Failure to categorize your emotions into an effectively hierarchical system where "mental needs" comes before anything else is indicative of your own lack of resolve and even a low IQ and test. I'd give you advice to be less of a braindead moron but you have yet to fully realize the absolute dire state of realizing your own dire state. One layer deep and you think you're a sad ryan gosling image but two layers deep and your screen turns off and you start seeing who you really are. Turn the fucking screen off, face yourself and realize that you're worse than what you believe. Hit rock bottom, and climb out or die there. A lot of people die there, it's a more legitimate option for some people than the therapists would like to admit, but I'm a kind soul and I'd rather people not die at rock bottom. Dying while climbing to the top is much more respectable even if it makes everyone else's life just a tiny bit harder in comparison.