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The zatsu has quite a lot to think about, this is my analysis and thoughts about what she's said
1. if you sperg out -> banned
2. "i want to commit every part of me to this", "it made me so determined to do what i can to make this space*(community*) a little better", "want to make [a] space for everyone to come together and talk and have a good positive impact on each other"
3. "i am set on doing what i can to be God's strongest soldier and set a good example", "maybe if i do my best and i do as good as i can, i can inspire other vtubers to have that attitude too"
4. "i wanna help you, that is the thing i am most certain about, i want to be here for you" (<-don't brainworm in her dms) ", "i want to fix you! im gonna fix you! i am in such a privileged position and the least i can do for you for giving me this position is to do my best [at fixing you]"
5. "you're not unfixable! i can fix you! i will fix you, not neuter* you(*read from chat)! unless..."
6. "i'm asking you to bear with me and put as much or as little trust in me as you have left to give and from now on, im just going to be doing my best all the time"
7. be friends with everyone goal -> be friends with almost everyone
8. "'not everyone is worth it', you're right!", "i'm friends with the good* ones(*read from chat)"
9. "cos i have to take care of myself too, i've had toxic friends before"
10. all her friends are good people -> not everyone she isn't friends with are evil people(there's still people she has yet to befriend)
11. "did you listen when i talkeded? 'no'? that's okay, they're not on a quota! (...) i just kiss you if i want to, dummy"
12. "the future is bright! that's how i feel, it is!"
13. "'together forever' yes!"
14. "i think communication is the most important thing in a relationship, in every kind of relationship", "i think if i get better at putting my foot down and telling you how i feel and what im thinking it'll cultivate a much better mindset", "anyone who is just being a dummy can just go"
15. not gonna start banning people more, but just won't exclude certain people from punishment, if they do a bad thing they are going to get punished
16. "i've always been lenient towards people because they've been around for a while (...) if you are bad you'll be put in jail-- if you go way too far it's not going to be just a warning anymore--, you'll be treated like everyone else, i think that's fair"
17. "no ban is permanent"
18. wants us to stay healthy and to take a break from her if she's making us go insane or too silly and to cool off if necessary, being with her should be a good thing, if it isn't, go away!", "yeah, for your own good"
19. "quotas no more, just shondoing"
20. no DMs, "say it in chat or don't say it at all, that's how i feel"
apparent contradictions: `1, 2, 4, 5`, `5, 7`, `5, 8`, `2, 3, 4, 5, 14`, `5, 18`
a) says she'll ban people that sperg out, but also states that she wants to help people get better and that no one is unfixable-- that she CAN and WILL fix you, which contradicts with the banning of spergs comment
(doesn't contradict and in fact works well/alongside 15 and 16)
b) mentions having changed her perspective and views on the "friends with every female vtuber" part and that she'd just befriend most of them, yet said that she wants to be able to set a good example for other vtubers in the way that they might act or behave or even just be
c) going with the "anyone is fixable! i CAN and WILL fix you!", there's no reason why non-viewers should be excluded, especially in tandem with 3, she should be able to fix/change/groom female vtubers to change so that they're not so evil or anything
d) "anyone who is just being a dummy can just go" seems to directly go in the opposite direction of 2 ,3 ,4 and 5, saying how she can fix us and will fix us and how she wants to make us better, but could just refer to anyone opposing these changes? not that it helps its case since it still contradicts 4 and 5
e) says she CAN and WILL fix us, but also says that if this isn't helping to just go away, seems to me like some sort of a safety net, but not necessarily lying or anything
other thoughts:
when she said to go away if she's not being good or helpful for us it can mean both leaving forever and just taking a break, im more inclined to believe she meant the latter since it'd be consistent with other stuff she's said, but she can also just mean both
that "no ban is permanent" aspect is really important and especially in this sort of relationship, also explains why people at times get banned instead of timed out, since it's better to just put them away to the side for an unknown amount of time rather than a predetermined amount of time if they do bad enough stuff
saying this also plays well into the be nise factor with how she's very forgiving(not a bad thing)
the m&g should be recorded(preferably without showing the people that show up)
