>>79969457Sure. Those were the first couple months where she fully changed her schedule over. I wasn't able to watch her at all and I was becoming increasingly frustrated by both her and her newfound community, which admittedly caused me to falter. Once I finally manned up, quit my job and swapped my schedule again I have been much happier.
As far as lust goes, my self control is much better than it was as I now have better avenues in which to express my feelings. While it is not completely gone I don't feel the desire to sexualize her whatsoever. At least not publicly. I don't write smut anymore. I haven't skebbed any lewds. I am more functional than I was late last year, after her initial NNN rant. My love is nearly as pure as it used to be.
