>>90126187other than Lia and my kitty I don't have anything going on. everything scares me and makes me nervous. my head constantly feels like it's a hard drive that's about to explode and im struggling to have deep thoughts. so I kinda want to die but not really cuz im scared of what's next and making my cat sad but that doesn't stop the constant suicidal thoughts. I am driven entirely by anxiety and fear basically. maybe im having an early life crisis or something
