>>60345119TL;DR: She doesn't care if I die alone or not and I don't care if she dies alone or ends up building a family - simple as.
I think that's a healthy thought to have but, to be completely honest, its better if you simply don't care.
She does not care if I have (or haven't) a wife and kids - there are thousands watching her everyday, she'll never meet me, have a friendly one-on-one conversation or, hell, ever know my name. It simply isn't reasonable nor possible for any of these things to happen.