>>85862628>>85862612I know how it is now. I found my oshi a long time ago. It's why I said she was my favorite once, if never my oshi in reality.
But the person who she was is worth remembering, more than the person she retreated into out of fear of moving forward.
She was an innovator. A fun-loving girl. A legend. And then she became afraid of being happy. Like she always does. Like she always, always does. So she made sure that she wouldn't be happy, even in a situation where the world was given to her on a silver platter.
Because that's just who she is.
This was always toxic love.
I'm just glad that I found the oshi for me before the toxic love truly started bearing it's fruit.
