>>60930905Look man, life wasn't always easy for me or the people around me. Through reasons I still don't fully understand, people always came to me for an ear or help, so I just kinda fell into a role of being someone who brighten up a bad day, even if just a little. It always felt good to help my friends and even strangers that way. Some of those stories didn't always end well though, but we do what we can. Being positive is the only way I got through a lot of things, there wasn't any other choice but to believe it would work out, or that I could pull through. The amount of times I've to pull someone back from the brink, including some people more important to me than anything, is more than anyone should have to experience. It's fucking terrifying. I think I was only able to make a better outcome out of those because of the person I ended up being. Yeah, it could be menhera, cringe, whatever, but because of all those things, people I care about are still around. That's seems pretty worth it.