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I don't want to sound like im overtepping or being controlling, but is taking on as much homework as they possibly can really worth it if they end up burning out and their time with us is cut short(or practically non-existant like others who've experienced the same thing)?
Yeah, I miss them when they aren't around, but I could handle that in other circumstances. I handled their move pretty damn well.
It's just getting ruff seeing them do stuff that will one day ruin their own health or cause them to burn out and maybe someday step away. and not being able to do a single thing about it.
If I tweet or leave a vod comment, nothing will change. If i send a superchat, theyll address it, but nothing will change and that supa will probably be used as shitposting material.
I just want them to be happy and comfy, not constantly worried about NEEDING to reach their goals as quickly as possible when they said they want to be here for a long long time... theyll reach a million next year without even needing to go wild. They need support and love, but what the fuck am I supposed to do when love and support results in self-destructive practices? Can an actual Ruffian tell me if im being overdramatic or retarded?
I think im gonna leave baubau for the next week and clear my head so i dont send them anything fucking stupid
