>>47680556nta but my emotional state is completely tied to Riifu.
Riifu please don't be reading this. To the point where I've practically built my life around her. She's the only thing I look forward to and the only reason I get out of bed. In the 4 days she was gone, I didn't eat at all and only got out of bed to use the bathroom. I really don't know what I would do without her and I hope that wherever she goes she won't leave me behind...