>>75929361A thing a lot of people who weren't dragoons in January probably didn't know is that while Doki DID occasionally tweet out doomposts in early jan after coming back from the hospital, she soon went completely radio silent on twitter, with no actual signs of life anywhere public.
However, a few days after that, (which I think lines up with the second attempt), she started playing Apex on her Dokibird account, and people were able to track that back to her Steam profile. The steam profile is locked, but the name itself is visible, and a few days after we started tracking her apex to make sure she was alive (a little schizo I know, but we were desperate), she started changing her name constantly. First it was to weird shitposts, then to fucking youtube urls. All of them were shitpost memes or just funny videos she liked. Crap like Toothless dancing for an hour or a furry song about fucking pokemon.
Every time we reported it, the next day it'd change. I'd like to think she was /here/ and just using it to give us little smiles and to make sure we at least knew she was alive, and that even though she was silenced on every public outlet, she could at least use the one thing left that we knew about to send us little jokes. On top of that, in the final days of January, around the time of the last name change to "I'm done with palworld," she started unprivating old vods on the channel, which further gave evidence to the idea that she was at least trying to give SOMETHING to the dragoons while she was gone, though I don't think any of us expected what went down on Feb 5...
