>>58340368Hum.. I'll admit I've been anti'ing Gura lately, but it's mostly to spite her absolutely brain-dead fan base more so than shitting on Gura herself. I've accepted she's just not into streaming anymore for whatever reasons, I have my own theory yet to see the amount of coping and seething when people simply bring up the obvious is irrisitable. And the theories you come up with of who's actually behind it is just as entertaining. I'd argue most are like myself, previous fans who just let go and can't help but tease and troll those still acting like desperate, estranged losers. DESU, I'm jaded from vtubing in general, IDEK why I still watch the few indies I do. Outside of one oshi, I literally gain nothing from it other than disappointment, frustration, and resentment at the insane entitlement and hypocriticy exhibited by so many in this medium. It's all so tiresome.
Maybe it forces me to confront the shortcomings and negative aspects of my own personality, so surrounding myself with more media that just reinforces and exposes me to these traits probably isn't good, and there's something within me that recognizes this. Fuck I'm having a wank and going to bed.
