>>40204799Well I'll try to make it short
I found an old twitter account, wasn't big into twitter either just followed some esports shit years ago, in the following list there was a girl from high school who I was on good terms with and I haven't spoke to her in years naturally, and I saw her picrew avatar and her posting her spotify wrapped and tweeting about her job and all of that made me sad, not because "I never made a move" or anything like that but rather that it was never possible for me to be with a person because I'm too mentally fucked in the head to ever have a relationship, all of these normal people are a degree the size of the entire universe of separation from me
she kind of looks like Ina too, slender short with long straight black hair