>>31737074I don't have time to write too entire essay and I drank with him so I can't think too clearly, but I just love him in his entirety as well... I've written well over a couple hundred pages about him and his streams ever since he's joined Nijisanji, but I don't like sharing things like that. My simplest explanation for loving him is that he resonates with me as a person, but it feels like a disingenuous thing to say because of how much I admire him as an artist and just for who he is. He loves the same things I love in the same way that I do, and that alone is enough to draw me toward him, but it goes so much deeper than that for me. It's impossible to describe a lot of the time because any given thing he does or says is another thing I love about him. I do have a list of mundane things he does, like the diction of some of his tweets or the "oh-" he always does when a Streamlabs donation asks him not to read it out loud, but it's too many to count at this point. He's just the most special person. I love every facet of him so unbelievably much.
Losing a loved one and going recluse can be a big part of how people end up with this hobby. Take care.>>31738018He changed my life too.