>>11024113I think they're pretty rational considering where she's come from, as well as the types of hobbies she's surrounded herself with. She's an idolfag. She's seen how quickly someone can just disappear from the public's eyes. Groups and individuals completely memoryholed by their fans and sometimes even by their own companies. I'm pretty sure pic related had her questioning herself as well. If all the time and effort will be worth it in the end.
The ones that actually get to graduate are the fortunate ones.