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I'm an addict.
I've been skipping work for about 2 months now. I'm not even sure if I've been fired. I turned off my phone to avoid responsibilities. If I'm not watching streams or clips, or hanging out in /vt/, I'm sleeping. The first thing I do when I wake up is check numbers. The last thing I do before I go to bed is turn on an archived ASMR or karaoke stream. I dream in 3D, not IRL 3D, virtual 3D like what you see in 3D streams. I only think about holos. I often fantasize about becoming a holo myself and doing a collab with them. I often think about what it would feel like to hold a holo in my arms, their models of course, I don't acknowledge roommates. And so on.
I'm extremely dependent on the holos. Every moment away from them, I only feel pure sadness. Almost enough to kill myself. I know that I need to do something about this soon because I'm slowly running out of money but strangely enough, I don't even care. I just care about the holos.
I'm happy with the holos.
