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>Days passed, she surprisingly able to present at someone's party.
>You let yourself out. Nothing else you can do.
>People are turning against you, even your own fans. They say you're being "unprofessional", "nearly breaching the contract", they throw all the blame stones towards you for some reason.
>You're genuinely trying to figure out why, as even the kindest person on earth will at least feel a little bit pissed off if this ever happen to them.
>Nothing you can do but let things be what it already is. But as the time passes you feel less and less secure with this path. The probability of your passionate fans who can turn into dire haters at anytime with just a single controversy, and also past incidents involving various members, graduations, the list goes on.
>Apparently you're not alone. You noticed that other members are slowly rebuilding their old communities, retrieving what they used to possess, and crawling back to place where they used to belong. Even the 3rd biggest vtuber in the world, who seems to have a really steady career, still feel doubtful and decided to reactivate her old account. You have even more reason to lift your side project up. Maybe it's time to jump from the sinking ship afterall.
>Alas, more unfortunate things happened. It is, definitely your fault this time. Yet again, nothing you can do about it.
>You can't just straight up say "Sorry guys, i have a ____", "Actually, all this time i ___", because you'll instantly drop yourself off from your one-way-trip.
>With just a span of few seconds interval, you need to think as quickly to not let go both of your fans and career. But you didn't even have enough time to think and say it was your mother or literally anyone else. You just quickly think maybe it's better to say it was someone who's really far away from you, like "stalker".
>You already know you've disappointed everyone the moment that happened, And everyone will eventually see through it anyway. But you still don't give up, in hope that you still have a tiny crumb of chance and people who are willing to support.
Now, tell me. How would you react to everything if you were her? What would you do if you were in her shoes? Bet you'll do the same or even worse. She always get trapped in a no-other-option circumstances. She did her best on everything. It's time for us to stop the hate she never deserve. Lastly, i know it's cliché, cringy, and very capeshit-ish, but i gotta say this anyway;
Like many of you, i'm also disappointed with bad things that happened recently. Regardless, i know i never have a chance to be with her anyway. So it doesn't really matter if she's single or not. I genuinely appreciate Matsuri's existence and for everything she has done, be it to me (audience) as well as her fellow colleagues. One thing for sure, i will always be on Matsuri's side, even if the world is against her. If it's only me, then so be it. But i hope i'm not the only one.
