https://youtu.be/nXbfCaZ_N4sAnother Nijiyab, seems Mika's getting some hate from the sisters because she admitted to collabing with Mysta and the rest of NijiEN for clout.
> First of all, it ain't my fault that my friends are relevant as shit.> I would not complain - and you would not too - if you had "famous friends" or like "popular" friends.> And when you're hanging out with them and having fun, you get MORE benefits, who's gonna fucking complain? I ain't gonna complain!> Second of all, I was in this branch that was nerfed to shit, like I'm gonna be very honest, no one promotes me, I did not get any marketing or oppurtunities.> I was a newbie, I was in this company for 6-8 months, and I did not have a lot of experience.> In my head I was like "I need to get myself out there, I need to show the people I work with that I CAN be trusted with responsibilities."> I wanted to be able to be noticed too.> When you're in a company, especially when everyone was blowing up, everyone's talking about "Nijisanji! Nijisanji!".> I felt the pressure to keep up with this pace that they're setting.> It is so clear what they want from me. They want me to be just as good or better or whatever.> This is how my brain works. I ask "what do i need?". "I need to be promoted, I need to get my name out there, I need exposure.".> So, collaborations were the most obvious (way). That is the obvious solution. So that's what I did.> I never told him like "oh yeah, I'm gonna use you for clout.". I did say that as a joke.> But I did milk the shit out of that duo.> I don't need a fuck ton of views, I'm not saying I need like 10k viewers or 1 million subscribers. I don't need that.> I just wanted to be noticed, like 'internally' know what I mean? Internally I just wanted to be noticed.> And I wanted to be given the same amount of oppurtunities.> Because when you sign up for shit like this, that's what you expect, you expect to get stuff like that.> So I thought, I was just not big enough. So I was on that grind.> And all my friends knew. Mysta knew. But he decided not to fucking talk about that did he?> Hmmm... how convenient. This son of a bitch. But that's okay. He's about to graduate, I'll give him that. Fuck it, whatever.> But.. he knew. It's not like I decided to talk to him one day and I'm like "oh by the way buddy, I'm just gonna use you for clout LMAO".> It was a lot of me venting about stuff, my fear and anxieties etc.> Unlike when you're an indie, when you're in a company, you're coworkers with these people and you share the same internal shit.> (In that situation), you will compare yourself. Let's be real. I compared myself so hard.> I was talking to Mysta and some other friends about all this stuff. And Mysta was like "yeah you're growing, you're on the right track Mika" and all that.> And I'm like "yeah, coz of you guys.". "Damn I'm just gonna milk you for clout lmao" is what I said as a joke.> As a FUCKING JOKE!> He laughed at it that son of a bitch.> And then he decided to frame it word for word on stream. And then it looked really really bad so.> In my defense, he wasn't lying but he did not say it in a way that's nice or honest either. God dayum. 