>>11939336Think about how you'll feel when you're 40 and a complete fucking nobody and a failure, NEET, and hikikomori, at a time when just about every industry is at best begging for warm bodies (even if the jobs suck).
speaking from experience you won't feel any different because you gave up on everything 20 years ago, you'd have killed yourself except buying a gun also takes effort, money and courage that you don't have