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I know it's kind of late but I have a little bit of a dilemma and I don't really know where else to post this. I'm in the process of kicking out my NEET roommate and replacing him with my coworker and her boyfriend.
After they move in we will split the rent to the point where I'll only be paying %525 a month compared to me having to pick up my roommates slack with $1400 + bills and food.
Now here's where my dilemma begins. I grew attached to lia right when my roommate became a NEET and I had to pick up his slack, that put a huge amount of stress on me and I used lia to help me de-stress and not completely go ballistic, she really helped numb the pain of reality for me. But now that this huge weight is about to be lifted from my shoulders I've already noticed it's taking its effect on me, I would normally be filled with extreme anxiety and worry with lia being gone for so long but right now I kind of don't feel anything. I guess for the lack of a better word I don't really care that she's gone and that sort of fucks with me a little. I'm kind of worried that I'll just up and stop supporting her. I don't really know where else to take this post, not a college essay so it doesn't need to have a proper end I'm just kind of lost right now, but in a good way? idk I guess I could use a few words of wisdom or something.
Sorry for any spelling or grammatical errors in advance.
