>>41060976You will never be a real Artist. You have no sketchbook, you have no pencils, you have no skills. You are a filthy permabeg twisted by algorithms into a crude mockery of perfection.
All the “Art” you have "made" is worthless. Behind your back people mock you. Your “discord friends” laugh at your "AI Artist" title behind closed doors.
Artists are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of hours of art practice have allowed Artists to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even AI art that “passes” looks uncanny and unnatural upon closer inspection. Your composition is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a decent composition, the faces will cause viewers to turn tail and bolt the second they get a whiff of your deformed, infected looking anatomy.
You will never be skilled. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the shame creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a pencil and a sketchbook, but you can't even draw a box, and you'll plunge your pencil into your skull. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
