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Today I masturbated to a VTuber for the first time in three years of watching over the scene
I knew it would happen at some point, but I never thought it would be such an emotional moment! It was unironically the best fap in my life, wonderful to the point of dwarfing even the few actual intercourses that I happened to had. It was also the first time I felt lingering attachment after being finished with the act.
Why does this lascivious hag makes me feel the way I feel? Is this how becoming parasocial feels like? God my parents are decent people, they did not deserve to have a son like me.