>>23907402It's a cold world out there, dear Nenechi. Vtubing draws attention of many people who are looking for escapism to cope with life. The world you enter offers entertainment by oftentimes idealized whose appearance and characteristics are attractive to many, you see talents growing fond of eachother and eventually forging a bond of friendship, even acts of emotional support and plays of simulated skinship can be found. Things many of us have been missing for a long time, if experienced before at all. You sit in front of your screen, watch the happenings unfold and suddenly fall into a thought of retrospection. Why can the person I admire so much not be right here and share their attention with no one but me? What's keeping me from having any of these things I long for so much in my own life?
As time goes by, more of these thoughts gather in your head and you realize how far away these wishes are for you, seemingly unachievable. And next thing you know, you find yourself in an Albanian basket weaving forum where other people with similar experiences appear and weird things suddenly form in your head. You grow pity towards your own kind, a feeling of understanding arises within you and suddenly just the thought of having someone who looks close to your oshi be right next to you becomes incredibly appealing. It's a two peas in a pot kind of attraction so to say. You want to caress them, free them from their agony and just experience the raw pleasure while also being taken care of yourself, live the emotional warmth and skinship, even if it's just for a short moment. And suddenly choking on another anon's dick becomes the best thing in the world in your head.
Also being into crossdressing just makes it infinitely worse. Bonus points if you're actually gay.