>>35760570>>35760607Ever since Shondo came back from her break back in like July I've fallen in love with her more and more. At first I just thought she was entertaining and cute but the more I've watched her the harder it's been to not pretend that I'm genuinely in love with her. When she started crying during the subathon saying how much she loved us and how she wish she was able to show it better I've felt the same. The only motivation I have at this point to keep going is remembering that at the end of the day I'll have Shondo to keep me going. Especially recently when she's been talking about how she feels useless outside of streaming I wish I could just give her a hug and comfort her. I love Shondo so much it hurts.
