>>57309435>Maybe its time to stop listening to the wrinkled meat up there cause clearly outside of encouraging your own demise its not doing an awful lot for youIm fully aware, at this point its just like a broken record player in the back of my mind. I mean, i know not everyone hates here hates me and thats just my anxiety doing its thing, but to put it into words how it usually is for me. I feel like the more i stick around the same people the more they get tired of my shit over time and im constantly annoying them with my presence and they are just too nice to tell me.What bothers me isnt the fact that my brain makes me thing people hates me but rather that i feel like im bothering people. Im aware that mindset is unhealthy and its counterproductive and its all in my head. The people in my childhood just messed me up in that regard. I still intend to find a therapist after i moved as i keep saying, so maybe anxiety meds might help, but im still stuck looking at a place and its not really going anywhere.
>>57309503Holy copium, pic related. Im not saying its bad to be hopefull. Being hopefull is what kept me alive to this point despite life and the people in my life trying its to kick me down, but lately my Depression/anxiety is winning and im getting tired of dealing with it.
>>57310576Everything is eventually going to come to an end, even being /here/ ends at some point.
