>>61254502Y'know how cavers are doing this incredibly risky, claustrophobic and life threatening hobby, knowing it could kill them but it's what they enjoy doing more than anything? That's what I aspire for in life more than anything, I don't wanna stay alive, I want to live life and feel something.
but i'm too depressed to really go for anything and it's left me in a stump
meh I'll save money and then retire like a normie
