>>41927575That low self esteem or other trauma never really goes, if you went through shit during your childhood/teen years, it's going to stick around as you're an adult. That's why I loathe when people say, "You'll get over it" or "Once you're an adult, you'll be a new person".
No...you don't, it doesn't go away, it sticks around, you just learn to "cope" with it.
Look at Enna and the others, they still have past traumas with them. It only really goes away if you die and go through reincarnation, yet I'm starting to believe that's a cope.
I was abused when I was a kid and I have strong anger issues and can flip at shit, I'll never get married because if my
husband cheats on me then I would likely end up doing "bad things" to him, if my child acts up then I would harm them like my mother did to me.
So I'm just stuck with you fuckers and going to become a cat mom. It's better this way
