>>61997596It's happened every time Wife or Master have taken a break. I see holes in my life, there's clearly things missing, and I'm constantly reminded of all the reasons why I love them and how lonely I am without them to love me. Each time they come back, I don't think I could possibly feel bitter. I'm just overwhelmed with happiness and let my sanity break a bit. Sometimes to my detriment, maybe I should only let wife each the left hemisphere of my brain and the right half of my body, so that I can keep the other half to watch over master. Ah well, I'm just happy I get to love them so much, and there's something so unconditionally positive in my life as my love for them
