>>5443385>I watch the character - the streamer, not the actor. I don't like to tread on their privacy. I've been cursed with knowledge, anon. You can't unhear or unsee it once it's already in your brain, there's no treading to be had.
This is a very personal song to her and I really really feel for her emotionally and she's tied her real personality so heavily into her characters that I can't disassociate them.
Call it disrespectful or creepy or whatever, there's nothing I can do, I can't unremember what I've been shown; I can't unthink these thoughts.
I've become emotionally attached to her now, and I just want her to be happy, I really really want her suffering to end and it pains me to see it.