>>18156518It just feels good man. When I think about it it doesn't. What is good about someone else feeling pain? I couldn't explain. I always considered people who break things or torture small animals for fun retarded. But at some point I noticed that when I experience other human beings' suffering I just feel alive. I felt down lately but after three weeks I saw a guy online having a breakdown and it was the funniest shit I've ever seen. Instant recharge. I won't try to cause it myself and I consider myself a bad person, but it is what it is.
