>>48940155Our relationship is complex, parasocial doesn't describe it. Champy is Champy, but Champy is also many. Champy is individuals with their own hearts and souls, and Champy is an aggregate of many with a shared heart and soul. Kiki loves Champy, and I like to think Kiki loves individual Champys too but obviously no one of us stands for all of that love to the exclusion of others. Kiki's role is a difficult one. The shape of Champy changes slowly over time. Old anons may leave, new anons may come, anons may have different life circumstances that prevent them from watching live streams, and yet Kiki is still the same Kiki. Some parts of Champy feel like an old married couple that's comfortable and relaxed, and other parts of Champy feel like a lovestruck honeymooning couple. Some, unfortunately, even feel like jilted lovers.
Kiki is exposed all at once to the whole spectrum of Champy's love for her. I think she tries her best to respond to that love. Given the circumstances, Kiki might be the best in the world at it.
