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I'm putting all my good faith in the dads browsing this board. I just need to get this off my chest so please bear with my blogpost. heh
They say that what we criticize is a reflection of ourselves, and that kind of belief is something you either agree and live with or ignore and call everyone that agrees a retard.
On the last few hours, however, I realized there's more truth to it than I thought. Whether it was starting to check her twitter more frequently, trying to read them imagining her voice or rewatching her VODs, I found myself getting more and more invested until I realized I was taking a bath at 1 AM.
And today, after waking up, there was something heavy on my chest I couldn't brush off no matter what I tried until now.
For all the goslings, overprotective dads and the like, I want to apologize for referring to them in a derogatory way. Turns out I wasn't being honest with myself.
I'm considering if continuing to watch her is the right thing to do, of course I have enough brain cells to stop myself from doing anything stupid but this is genuinely the first time I feel like this even after more than a year from discovering vtubers.
tldr: be honest with yourselves.
