>>8687270She talked about her past boyfriends and how one of them broke her heart which is what got her into playing Apex just to grind away the pain. Every time she plays Apex she's reminded of that and tries to laugh it off.
That's also why she doesn't wanna do Apex ranked grind seriously and why she's so rusty since her Predator grind as she can only pull that off when she's really depressed and ignores sleep and eating to play Apex 12h a day like Chii-chan.
Very sad stuff.
