>>20310249nta but just let us be thanks
i have numerous (physical) health issues that would prevent me from even being in the kind of relationship i can no longer pretend i dont crave, nobody can fix me and i don't expect pity, understanding, or someone to fall from the goddamn sky and fix me. meds or exercise or whatever jUsT bElIevE iN yOuRsElF wont fix even my nerve damage.
sometimes i wonder what a hug or cuddling feels like, but fauna has occasionally filled emotional intimacy that keeps me going. i have moved on from other content creators when they dropped off the face of the earth before vtubers were a thing. she makes me feel happy sometimes, but often sad, but at least i feel alive. talking about how great she is in threads also gives me a sense of belonging to a group even if it is with other people on 4chan 