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22 fucking years of my life and ive never seen an interesting woman. 22 fucking years and literally all women were shallow fucking whores that i wouldnt want to touch or talk to beacuse they were just plainly 2 dimensional holes with no personality. Easily exploitable and guidable, i mean ffs i learned how to push buttons of my mother to get what i want at the age of like 8, and i shit you not at the age of like 10 ive made out with a naked girl (she was 10 too).
It was literally unfathomable to me how a man can let himself be blinded by a woman, since theyre all so easy and stupid.
Then this fucking shark came along, and lemme tell you h'what, i am incapable of not thinking about her. I literally fucking woke up covered in sweat during night some time ago with my boxers wet, beacuse i dreamed of kissing her on the lips.
Heart rate theough the roof, i felt like i just stopped sprinting. I didnt measure it but my guess would be somewhere around 160-180.
It was so clear and realistic too. We were with a group of friends and she was laying on the bed on her back with her glasses on looking at me from the distance. She started flirting with me and I felt like pure testosterone was running through my veins. Went to her and i can tell you that even in the dream i felt my heart racing, but still i leaned in for a kiss.
Like i was on autopilot, not even thinking twice, gently lifted her head with my hands, leaned in, she put her tiny hands on the back of my head and pulled me in for a spiderman kiss. I remember it so fucking vividly. She had strawberry lipstick. For the past 2 weeks ive been craving strawberries like crazy, and im so horny that i want to masturbate constantly. I kind of dropped going to the gym for the past couple of weeks cuz ive been feeling burned out, but that one fucking dream just made me literally fly into being a productive person and made me exercise like ive never done before.