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I'm blowing too much money on merch. I'm killing myself to watch every stream and attend all the events. This shit is insane. I always thought I was above all you retards and would never get parasocial. Now my oshi is the only pillar in my life.
I need a blackpill or something, I don't want to be enslaved by this for the rest of my 20s and 30s.