>>88138081I'm in the exact same boat as you, my man. I first got into vtubing with Projekt Melody and Ironmouse in 2020, then got into Hololive EN with TakaMori. Eventually after three years I was slowly winding down my consumption of vtuber content and getting burnt out on it. Even the intro of Advent only brought me back for a couple months before I went back to occasionally watching clips. Then Justice debuted, and I was back. I initially was most impressed with ERB, but I kept my eye on Gigi, too. Somewhere around the third week of watching Gigi it suddenly hit me that I was developing romantic feelings for her. I'd never had romantic feelings for any vtuber before. I liked the others as entertainers and as people, but Gigi was the first to make me feel this way. I really am obsessed with her, and I honestly can't wait until she gets new outfits, her 3D debut, and especially her concert debut.
The fact that so many members of EN adore her so much is proof that there is something really special about her. I've never met a woman in my entire life like her. It's make me really want to get my life together for the faintest hope that I can find a woman even half as amazing as her. Before her, I'd given up hope of ever finding a woman I could truly connect with, but her existence was proof that women like her do indeed exist, even if they're very rare.